My Grandpa...!!!

To the beloved grandfather. I hope you rest in peace in the world there. and, together with those who believe. I still reminisce the times we shared. Times when you bathe me, when you gave me a bowl of rice, when you play with me. when thinking of you, drop a tear to accompany me. lip play. give a little smile. for the truth, I can not accept your departure. I still can feel that you are still on my side. how would it be if I return home later ..?

I love Him..!!!

Just a few weeks he was working at my job. I swear I never recognize him. He rebuked me and calling me names. He met my whole family. But, I do not know who he is himself. Who his parents, sister or brother or anyone himself. He said that we had during our neighboring small first. He wisely makes me feel self with him. he is good at making jokes and I was comforted. with soft talking to him was pierced my heart. I am very happy with him self. every moment, every minute, every hour I remember him myself. so I feel like exploding. I just realized that I was in love with himself. I can not sleep quietly. my daily routine becomes disorder. If he did not come to work, I am the most worried about at all. I never felt like this. If I do not see him one day I'll feel weak. I do not know want to do anything. I like the loss of direction. do not want to know which direction. only he who is on the eyes. I asked myself. did I forget her last ...?? is now my heart began to change direction. looking for something new. I know that new love is really beautiful when we are with the loved one and would feel very sick when she/he is not with us. sick .... very sick ..!!!.. 3 days I did not see him make me a very bad and weak. I felt dead for a while. why these feelings should have inside me. I hope God will open up space for me along with him. I fully understand the lack of him. no good education. The lack of family income. same as me. but no difference. I have a good education. recognize himself makes me want to do anything at any cost. I want him to get a good life. willing to spend money at any cost. O Lord, know that I loved him self.